Shadow. Look up. That entire post was made off the same computer with no problems.
"Sarcastic" was perhaps the wrong word there. I won't edit it so people know what we're on about. Perhaps... "blatantly honest" might fit the bill.
Our form of honesty tends to knock people off balance (Nine charges...)
Did you HAVE to? You just HAD to find fault with my testimony... you're worse than a lawyer sometimes...shadowsong wrote:Actually, I circled right
My point on the matter differes not at all from yours, my friend. He did threaten me, and those were dismissed. It was when he threatened YOU that I took action.
SELF BE DAMNED. THERE ARE FAR MORE IMPORTANT PEOPLE OUT THERE
There would have been something in the way. Me, pummeling the little shit to within an inch of his worthless life.Shadowsong wrote:Again, yes. If Paul had dropped the knife down the drain, I would have went for him again. With nothing to hold me back.
And then some more.
It's on my greatest days list, right after a couple of blissful moments with my girlfriend.Shadowsong wrote:Perhaps one of the greatest days of my life. I gained so much confidence, respect and I had proven that I stand for my convictions when there is trouble.
I too gained so much from that day it is unbelievable. My self-confidence went straight up, but since it was coming from about -5 at the time I didn't get all egotistical.
Something nobody knew until I pressed the "submit" button on this thing.
The night before, I'd done the nasty with the razorblade on my own arm. This was more due to the place I was living than the situation, which had improved a lot since the days I used to think about it non stop.
Shadow, I told you I never managed it.
I lied.
Remember when I moved my stuff in next door to you, and I had that splint on my wrist?
I didn't miss with the hammer. It went exactly where I wanted it to.
Now that Shadow's gone off and had his heart attack, I'll carry on with my point (He had a point?, I hear you typing...)
Since that day I haven't thought about it at all except in memory format. The thought's still there, and always will be, but I was able to take some mental discipline away from the confrontation, and use it to shore myself up in the brain regions. The only time I've thought about it recently was the days immediatly following the events described in the post that started this thread. This was about two weeks ago.
I didn't do it.
I didn't stop myself.
Nice to know who you RP with, huh?
PS: Shadow, I know you pride yourself on picking up on things, but you should know by now;
If I really want something to stay hidden - it does.
And don't bother looking for the scars, I didn't do my arms this time.
Erm... it might be nice to know where your folks keep the bandages though... in case I "trip up" again...
